exam???

examexamexam.....
who like exam???
me!!!!of course not....
kekekeke....
but does't mean that i hate it.....
yeah..
i'm not such a cruel person..
hahaxx...
what i'm talking bout???
just mumbling such a nonsense point...
kekekekeke...
it's me n myself...
well,,this is mylast semester...insyaAllah....
so,,i wish that i can do well better than last sem...
i'll fight as long as i can do it..
by the way,,i think this sem is more better than last sem..
i mean myresult...
i hope mypointer will increase...insyaallah..amin..
thank to GOD..HE give me everything..
all myneed...
i wont anything...
its enough if i can succeed in mylife here n hereafter...
repay wht myparent've give to me...
insyaallah...amin...
i wish that i can do all wht i want to...
n i always do wht i want to..
*is it confusing???whteve*
=)
actually,,i'm so scared..
bcos,,i thought that i can't make myparent happy as well..
i'll be sad...n i know they will be more than me...
i'm sure bout that..
i should't think -ve...
think +ve hazeira...
yes!!!i've to put lots of effort to get wht i want....
aajaa!!!!hwaiting!!!!
watashi wa honto shiawise...
itsumo aishiteru oppa,,,omma...
i'll do anything for u...
even i'm dying to do it...
bcos,,u r the best for me...
all the rest of mylife...
i'll sacrifice anything for your happiness...
untill mylast breath...
insyaallah..amin..
please pray for mysuccess....
thanxs for give me everything..
i can't repay as well as u give to me....
even a mountain of money,,,
a wonderful of paradise,,,
a gardens of flowers....
but,,
i can give u a thousands of smile...
a home of happiness,,
a garden of love...
thats wht i afford to do for u...
i'm sorry for every single of mistake that i've done...
i'm not a perfect person...
i'll try mybest!!!
aajaa!!!hwaiting!!!!

♥ baBy and me ♥

nurdamia qalisha....very hyperactive and brave girl..wow!!!

puteri aira nashwa..chubby and smart girl...wink*

mohd qalif airil...obey and grown up...kekeke...

shamim al-hufiz...admirable and goodboy....feewiiittt....

wow!!!believe it or not...every years i got babies...u know that..not one but must be a pair or more...well generated family..kekeke..how come???=) *so naughty yaa*....hahaxx...for 2009,,i got 2 baby girl..damia & aira..the first one is aira..a week before aidilfitri and the 2nd one is damia a week after aidilfitri...well done..well arrangment....kekeke...*thats why i said well generated family*...and then in 2010,,i got babies again..2 baby boys...the 1st one is hufiz and next,,is airil...its like a plan but definetly not...oh yaa...don'n misunderstand yaa...i'm not a mother of these babies...hahaxx....well,,u know...good news..i'll get twin baby next year...waahaaa...i'll get TWIN man!!!!i can't show or post the baby 2008 and before bcos its so many man!!!!hihihi..*the facts is i dont have their pictre when they were a baby*i dont have lappy yet..*that time*...but,,its ok..

hurmm,,,i can't wait for that twin baby...hehe...but,,now i'm a graduate student..can't be at home anymore..can't play and be baby sitter again..nope!!!i can but just for a while..*sem.vacation only*..its ok..i've a lot of thing to do..to realize mydream...myambition...mymission is not done yet...huhu...out of topic again n again...what the heaven???kekeke..this aidilfitri,,mycousin will get married...*kak nie*..wow,,then,,i'll get baby again..hahaxx...well,,the wedding theme is purple color...she ask me to be a flower girl..hahaxx..L0L!!!how come???so shy lorh...*poyo*...i've to practice to greet people n be friendly...hahaxx..can i???of course..practise make perfect..insyaallah..hope so..haha..wht on earth is this??just be a flower girl..no need worry to much lorh hazeira...whats wrong with me???i dont know..hahaxx...by the way,,tomorrow i'll come back to myhometown..yeay!!!!!!*HOME SWEET HOME*...lalalalalala~~~~so happy lorh...oh mylovely dovey family...I MISS U DAMN MUCH....I LOVE U....

mycousin,,mybestfriend....

actually,,,
i've nothing to say..
i mean,,no point...
but i'll mumbling such nonsense talking here..
bcos,,
its myblog..
so,,i can do anything..
huhu..
am i cruel??
nope right...
hehe...
i miss myhome...
i miss mymom & mydad..
n all myfamily..
mycousin call me last night..
she said that she really miss me..
she so happy n excited when i said that i'll come back home..
we r so closed togather..
she is mybesrfriend..
4ever n all the rest in mylife..
i dont know wht will happen to us soon..
we r grown up..
n we'll have our ownlife n family soon..
we cant share anything more..
sleep togather..
n whatsoever..
kinda sad but,,its a life..
life must go on..
hukhuk..
she'll be mybestfriend frver..
tonight,,
special dedicate to AZREEN....
mycousin,,mybestfriend n mytwin...
hmm,,
bout that thai letter below*myblog lorh*
mybe people don't understand..some of them only..
hahaxx...
try to understand if u wanna know..
if not,,just ignore it..
hehe..
kinda naughty lorh......*me*
hmm,,nothing to say more..
i've no idea...
hmm,,
i'll story somethng in the next post..
bubye..
=)

khun mai rak chan =(

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nae gasumi....

salam....
haloo...
hmmm,,,dunno wht to say...
next week back to homtwn...
wow!!!i can't wait anymore...
mydaddy,,,mymummy....
n myhappy lovey dovey family...
wait for me...
even 3 days only,,i'll mke sure that i only spent mytime to themm..
bsides that,,i]ve to be a tourist guide for ninie n jam..
they want to know myhometwn..
hahaxx...
shoppning,,walk around the city,,
blablabla...
the most inportant is i wanna be with myfamily..
yahooo...
hmm,,
about myheart....
nothing to say lorh..
dun wanna think bout it anymore..
gasumi apa..
molla???
its enough just once..
men's love is really complex..
and we make all things so complicated..
men's love is nothing but,,
HIS love is everything...
its enough for..
to love n be love..
FAMILY & FRIEND...
but,,if one day smeone exist to be mine,,
i'll consider bout it..
if he can really accept me,,,,
all of me...
he like the way who i am,,,
never wanna change me as he want to,,
never do anything that i dont like and,,
he really know & understand me n myself as well..
not just tke granted..
i know who iam...
u've to know me better than me..
n please don't just talking...
do nothing...
i hate it..
that i,,me nmyself...
hmmmm.....
huh...
i dont like talk bout this part..
what the heaven..huhu..
nonsense talking..
whatever...
i better go now..
=(

inception virus day!!!!

helloo!!!!
today is the most greatful day for me..
well,,
i'm hang out with myfrens...
ninie & A.D....
early morning,,
i'm wake up...
get ready to THE MINES...
we snap lots of pic...
i'm really happy with them..
so funny...
at there,,
we walk around n window shopping..
not really..
we buy lots thing..
i got my SAKURA PINK today..
so sweet n cute...
i like it....
then,,we go to cinema..
we watch INCEPTION..
thats the first time in mylife i go there at last sem..
what so funny...hahaxx
this movie was the first show today...
means the new movie n we r the first one watch it..
this story really interesting..
its about mind n creativity..
its so psychc story..
really creative n critical thinking..
its make me keep wondering..
and challenge our mind to predict wht will happen..
its can make our mind think sharply n catch up wht they wanna deliver to us..
i like PSYCHC....
its about dream in dream..
can u imagine it??
when the story is in dream in others dream...
n they create their own plan in their dream to get their target..
if they fail to face it,,they will lost in their dream 4ever..
its make us confuse which one fantasy n reality..
really wonderful story..
its can be a part of learning...
in academic view...
i'm still wanna watch that movie..
hope soon..
bubye my lovey dovey blog...
i'm really tired...
need some rest...
=)

mypRetty boy...

I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy you're mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay
Right beside you

I used to write your name
I'll put it in a frame
And sometimes I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall

You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time

tag dr ninie..

1) Buatkan 1 entry mengenai award ini..
-hmmm..ntah la...huhu..

2) Ucapkan terima kasih anda terhadap pemberi award ini dan rasa teruja anda menerima award ini..

-thanxs nini...smga kau bhgia ngn MR.SHASHA...

3) Link kan pemberi award ini dan pencipta award ini iaitu Since 8 july @

http://since-8-july.blogspot.com/2010/07/happy-besday-since-8-july.html

4) Ciptakan 1 rangkap pantun (4 baris) mengenai award ini yang bertajuk I am Prince / Princess.

-ninie kwn baik saya..
dimana saja mesti b'sama..
aq hrp kau bhgia..
dgn mr.shasha y t'cnta..

5) Tag kan 5 orang bloggers kenalan anda..

-munie

6) Letakan award ini di sidebar blog anda!!!

hmm.....

tag dr muny..thanxs yup muny...

ryae dpt tag dr cik muni..
hahax...
ntah pe mksd gmbr tu..
cm tea uncang jer..
hihi..
=)

i try mybest to give da answer..

1.What is on my mind right now?

-wanna go home..
-i love HIM,,mymummy,,mydaddy,,mybrothers,,
myfamily,,myfrens and mynichkhun..hikhik..

2. What's your nickname?

-ryae
-cik ya
-eira

3. Name 3 of your beloved people...

mohammad zain bin ibrahim & wan.halimah

wan.hassan &mahadi fitri & myfamily

mr.yaris

4. What do you call your lover?

-guess what??hahaxx...

5. What do you want from someone special?

anything that he can be & give for me..=)

6. Which blog i love to visit?

all bloggers...

7. Please tag this to 15 followers.

ninie

muny..

buyat..

kak.biey

who intersted to this tag..
tag urself yaa..
wink*

forever in mylife....

~khun yahn chan~

lok young moon young won pai
hai chan pob kab krai pen tur rue prao
tee wan nee rao pob jur tee wan nee jue tur mai kei kid wai
kae wan nee sen tang derm cheum rao song hai ma ma jur hua jai
reung wan ne chang ying yai reung wan ne a dee doo dee tee sood

song ruam pen neung We become one
chan tur wan neung dai pob jur gun
hai jai chan yu kab tur pook lae pan kao wai duay kan
hai rao dai pai kab krai tee fun
song rao pen neung We become one
chan tur kum neung kae rak rak gun
lae proong nee man ja dee mai mee sao ja mee rao pen yang derm
kor pueng kae jai kong rao hai gun

tar wan nee man ngao gern tar mai roo god krai eung ma tee lai
tar wan nee na ar kard na deun len kab krai chuan gan dai mai
tar wan nee dao mai ork wa krai chob a tur mong ta leaw gun ....ho....
tar wan nee ja rak gun ham jai wai mai tun ja keung rue plao

song ruam pen neung We become one
chan tur wan neung dai pob jur gun
hai jai chan yu kab tur pook lae pan kao wai duay kan
hai rao dai pai kab krai tee fun
song rao pen neung We become one
chan tur kum neung kae rak rak gun
lae proong nee man ja dee mai mee sao ja mee rao pen yang derm
kor pueng kae jai kong rao hai gun


I give my heart to you….You give your heart to me.
And now we'll be in love…Forever in love, you and me


song ruam pen neung We become one
chan tur wan neung dai pob jur gun
hai jai chan yu kab tur pook lae pan kao wai duay kan
hai rao dai pai kab krai tee fun
song rao pen neung We become one
chan tur kum neung kae rak rak gun
lae proong nee man ja dee mai mee sao ja mee rao pen yang derm
kor pueng kae jai kong rao hai gun

♥. ..chan mai ru...♥

what is it???
recently,,
it come again..
again n again...
i got choking when eating...
mychest so hurt..
only HE know what i feel...
i know its will happen to me bcos,,
it was happen bfore..
i've to take care mymeal schdule..
if not,,,
mystomach will get pain..
OMG!!!
choking,,bleeding,,stomachache,,
its all da symptoms..
i got it all!!!
pity me..
its ok..
if its mydestiny,,
i will face it with all my strengthen..
insyaAllah...
GOD bless me...

mymummy said:dont be too worry..focus on ur study mydear...
when u back home,,i'll bring u to see da doc..
tke good care of ur schdule meal..
dont forget ur mdcne...
da most important thing is u must always pray..
mydaddy said:mydear,,tke good cre of ur health..
stop taking spicy food..
be carefull in choosing ur food..
doctor said :ur stomach so sensitive..
ur stomach get injured...
u've to be carefull..it's may cos bleeding in ur stomach..
u've to eat soft food only!!!
dont frget ur daily mdcine..
u got all symptoms..
plez do x-ray...
dont delay da tme bfore its too late..
PREVENT IS BETTER THAN CURE...

thanx doc cos inform it to me...
what can i do..
i'm not prevent but cure now..
its heritage disease...
7years i face it...
i dont know how long i can face it..
i know HE know wht da best for me..
i'm so tired to meet da doc..
and i dont like magnaseum n all mdcne..
i'm not just gastric but more than that..
pity me..
gastric+mystomach bcome thin n injured..
thats why i always stomachache..
pity myfren cos hve to tke cre of me..
so many time they spend to bring me meet da doc..
thanx all..
i really appreciate it..
may ALLAH bless u all..
pray for myhealth..
GOD bless me....

God,give me one more time before mylast breathe..

hal0ooo......
today is da most greatful day..
well,,hang out with myfrens...
hmm,,,kfc again....
new menu there...
not bad..
i like anything bout toasted twister..
hahaxx....0_o
but,,i cant alwys eat it...
bcos,,there smthng wrong wif my stomach...
yeah!!!i'm a sick person..
illnesses person....
i dont know how long i can see da world..
cant count da day..
evryday is da meaningful day for me..
i just wanna make myparent happy..
myfrens smile always...and,,
..?..know myheart..
i'll always waiting for u..
even i know it juz a daydreaming...
yeah!!!nothing imposible in da world...
just wanna see n meet u even once in mylife..
its enough 4 me..
who knows,,
oneday i will never ever get da chance to see u..
so,,i've no time to wait 4 u anymore..
i'm risking mylife in order to love u...
its sound nonsense but,,
i did it..
i tried anything to get know u..
never give up...
hhurmmm...
dont know why i still keep waiting 4 smthng weird to happen..
God,,give me one more time before mylast breath..
i dont want anything...
just wanna mke mymummy n mydaddy happy...
repay wht they ever give to me..
never disobey toward them...
to myfrens tooo...
wanna mke them smile always..
never hurt them...
give hand for any help...
to ...?.. too..
i keep waiting for u..
i do really like u...
maybe u never notice me..
but,,i always hope that u know what i feel now..
toward u...
u r so far away from me..
even we r from da same bckground..
i hope to see u there oneday..
i'll go back to myplace where am i from..
hope u wait for me too..
chan rak thoe...
honestly,,deeply in myheart,,
i do really love
mymummy,,mydaddy..myfamily,,myfrenz,,and,,
you too...
untill mylast breath..
untill farewell comes...
mylove will never lasting..
forever n ever...
*ryae*

wanna to cry..!!!

today,,i really want to cry..
wanna cry..wanna cry...
i really miss that time..
i miss all my memorable time...
at anubam*thai kindergarden*
primary school*sek.keb.tapang*
girl high school*mmp*
national service*kem kisana*
my family *thai&klntan*
myshrek*died*
myhero*past tme story*
all memory still im mymind..
if i can go back at past tme,,
i wont let it go..
i really miss that time...
i want that time!!!

i dont know why...
i miss that time..
i miss the time i know him..
but,,
it was happen...
time flies too fast..
i cant save that time..
thats why it cant be longer now..
myheart,,,so hurt...
i wont look back..
i'm egomaniac person..
even its so many time he prsuade me..
i wont..!!!
i'm such a stubborn person..
yeah!!!really!!!
mymom n mydad said that too..
i'm so sorry...
i dont hve self cnfdnce bout it anymore..
i've tke time to think bout it..