end of the year...

hurmm..dah nak final dah...now on December ..hello December ..please flies fast...let 2013 come with all happiness...really wanna start the days with peace and lovely...thanks for shining my life with all the goodness and happiness...i'm really appreciate it...i will never forget it..it will be a great moment in my life time...so,, i hope i can fulfill my strength with His Mercy and Grace.. i can develop my confidence with love..flowering my heart with softly and gently.. keep me smile all days even sometime it is really painful and hurt day... because i wanna be a super duper strong girl...i hope so...dear love,,please be my side forever...please hold me when i lost,,please talk to me when i clueless,,please lend me you shoulder when i'm about to crying...shed my tears softly,,console me gently...because i love you so much..

oh happy day!!!!

assalamulaikum mylovey dovey blog...hehehehehe...ryae takde apa apa yang menarik untuk dikongsi....ryae cuma nak bagitahu seluruh alam ini bahawa ryae sangatsangat happy a.k.a. bahagia..kenapa???sebab ryae ada family yang selalu memberi semangat untuk ryae..tak kira apa yang berlaku..keluarga sentiasa ada disisi...tak lupa juga kat myspecial and precious boy ryez faris...si dia banyak mambantu ryae dalam apa jua keadaan dan masalah...sekurang-kurangnya ryae ada tempat untuk bergantung harap...ryae harap sangatsangat kami akan berkekalan hingga akhir hayat...doakan kami ye....hurmmm,,,kawankawan yang rapat dengan ryae...bestfreind ryae kat maahad and uia.ryae sayang kamu orang sangatsangat...hehehe...pelik tak ayat ryae???BM failed betul...seriously,,,you are super awesome girls!!!!i really love the way we have been through together ...ddaebak chingu!!!!ryae dah tak nak apa apa dalam hidup ryae...cukuplah kasih sayang yang melimpah ruah daripada kalian semua...terima kasih Allah diatas nikmatMU yang tak terhingga ini..semoga ikatan kasih sayang yang terjalin ini akan kekal hingga ke akhir hayat...fi mardhatillah...ryae syukur sangatsangat sebab ryae dapat merasakan kasih sayang daripada family,,someone special to me (ryez faris) dan juga kawankawan yang rapat dengan ryae...yang selalu ada time ryae susah...ryae sangat menghargai pemberian yang tak terhingga ini...tak tahu nak cakap macam mana...ryae sangat bahagia...kasih sayang itu yang menguatkan nadinadi ryae untuk bernafas dan bertahan di muka bumi yang penuh pancaroba ini...ryae harap dengan kasih sayang ini akan terus mengalir dalam hati ryae dan menguatkan lagi langkah ryae untuk menerokai dunia yang sangatsangat mencabar....life is about treasure..we will never know how amazing life it is until we treasure it ourselves...life is like music...love is like piano...no piano,,no music,,no melody...just like a life...no love,,then no wonderful feeling..lets treasure our life and find what are waiting for us future soon...all the best!!!!ya Allah bantulah kami dalam menyusuri jalanjalan kehidupan yang berliku ini..semoga kami sentiasa berda dalam landasanMU ya Allah....amin...

on rainy days...

really dont know what to do...what should i do???what i have to do????what am i thinking for???me myself dont know either...deeply inside in myheart,,,sometimes it hurt me without i realize it...why i feel so???i dont know either...what else can i say?? everybody hurts someday,,,its okay to be afraid..everybody hurts,,everybody feels the same way...i'm sorry if i hurt you or anyone else who feels too...i did't mean it...let alone purposely to do it... because i am just a women...who have all weaknesses inside me...nothing interesting and i'm not good at all...i just wanna everyone surrounds me happy...not hurt because of me...never think about it...and about myheart...how can i expressed it..i can't even write it with the words even the alphabets are not really difficult to understand..but,,the feel is really surprising me because the heart itself too complex to understand it...i just have to hold the feeling...not let it ruin my emotion or myself...i have to endure it..it just a psychological attack in human brain and absorb to human mind...oh heart,,,please be strong...please be nice to me...be nice to mysoul...i want the peace soul shining myday...i hope so...no matter what,,i have to look forward...get ready to face of all circumstances in front me sooner,,later,,future....dear soul,,please treat me well...please do not overdo out of mind...and,,be nice to myday... because i dont know how much day will be mine...there's no repeated time...move forward is the best way at all...dear God,,please give me one more time to make myday full of happiness with all who love me,,and who i love the most...seeing the happiness of others is better than hurting oneself to be happy...though,,i'm perfectly imperfect but i try to be the best one...i try harder...try and error...please accept me the way i am...oh heart,,once again,,please be nice to me...do not let your grudge feeling control over myself..dont even once...its hurt me enough....sayonara....only you who understands me,,,oh dear heart....

misjudging???

helllooo...i really don't know what i'm going to say...no one know what i feel right now..thanks sooo muchh to those who are really care about me...there are certain people who are really busy body...pleasee,,,,don't judge book by its cover.. ok!!!...if you know nothing about me,,just remain silent..mind of your own business ...its ok if you wanna advice me or give some good opinion ..but not with your harshy trashy word ok...of course you are sooo nice...but,,what kind of nice you are??i'm not judging you yet misjudging toward you...or pessimist about you...but your attitude are not really show who you are perfectly...of course we are perfectly imperfect...just behave yourself toward other...don't say anything if you know nothing and don't pretend you are intelligent while you unacknowledged...just stand by your own and do some observation before you jump into the conclusion..otherwise,,your result maybe false or invalid...so far,,you got nothing unless shameful..what on earth is this???stepping out on other people matter without knowing nothing and then feel free to judge people...who you are to do this and that???you should have critical analysis before you do some accusation...just like doing research...if you are not following the steps,,so how you can jump into conclusion???having a conclusion without making investigation first is just make you like masker-man..say something doing nothing...i'm sorry if these words are not supposed to be here..but,,as reminder for me myself....do not freely step into others business while you know nothing about it unless you are really have acknowledge on what you are supposed to know...it is really honor if all people taking care among ourselves and concern each other...but not using hard core...be nice and respect other and other will do so as well... togetherness in helping each other...so,,there will be peace and harmony in our heart...PEACE!!! ^_-..

cc: not refer to specific ,particular or someone somebody,,but for all and myself as well...behave ourselves...  'enlighten the hope'

yaris sweet ??? ^_-

dear Ryez Faris,,already 6 year and 3 day...so many things we have been through...all sorrowfulness and happiness,,we treasure it together...hopefully we can be more stronger than before..no matter happen,,we face it together...iloveyou...#loveyarisforever#

p/s:i love the way you are..hopefully,,you will love me the way i am...iloveyousoooomuuucchhh!!!!!!!!!

thanks mydear encik ryez... ^_^

wooaahaaa...dah sampai gombak dengan selamatnya...(3hari yang lepas)...ryae supposed to go gombak by bus tapi entah macam mana last minit dapat panggilan dari mak encik RYEZ..so,,ryae pergi gombak dengan ryez lah...si dia hantar sampai sini...(sinilah)...jem teruk jugak hari tu...kitorang bertolak dari rumah ryae(8.00am-9.00pm)...lame kan...kesian kat si dia bawa kereta jauh-jauh...jem pulak tu...sebenarnya dah masuk highway karak dari pukul 3pm lagi..tapi jem strawberi punye pasal,,kami terkandas 3jam kat situ...pukul 6pm baru sampai genting sempah...itu pun kereta bersepah-sepah sebab ramai yang berhenti rehat dan isi minyak...kami tunggu hampir sejam untuk isi minyak..bayangkan(tak nak bayang kan pun tak apa),,betapa ramainya rakyat kelantan darul naim yang nak balik KL..selepas isi minyak,,barulah kami meneruskan perjalanan kami...dekat 9pm,,kami sampai gombak...sebenarnya,,jem nenas kat kuala krai lagi...tapi tak lah seteruk kat karak...kat gua musang pun jem jugak...R&R kat gua musang yang baru tu pun penuh...sebesar-besar tempat tu pun boleh pulak penuh..parking tak payah cakap lah..nak guna tandas pulak kena beratur panjang sampai kat luar..raya punya pasal kan...terpaksalah kami berlapar...makan roti dan keropok jer...nak kejar masa lagi...sampai gombak baru boleh makan dengan tenangnye...macam kebulur pun ada..ye lah...12jam perjalanan dari KB-KL..dah macam naik train...huhuhuhuhu...by the way,,terima kasih banyak-banyak kepada si dia (myencik ryez) kerana bersusah payah hantar si puteri yang cantik menawan ni ke gombak..(alahaii,,,perasan betul minah ni..tak sedar diri langsung...ishishish...ape nak jadi la..)...thanks so muucchhh mydearloveydoveyhubby...iloveyousomuch... #L.O.V.E.Y.A.R.I.S.F.O.R.E.V.E.R#

aidil adha+BBQ=hot family...

heyyooo....lame xmemblog blog nih...biase la...busy ngan benda lain kan...sampai lupe blog yang entah apa2 nih..by the way,,SALAM AIDIL ADHA SEMUA...hari raya haritu disambut dengan meriah.sedih pulak tengok lembu kene sembelih sebagai korban....tapi nak buat macam mana kan???raya pertama pergi rumah mak mertua mycousin sebab aqiqah anak dia kat sana...budak kecik tu namanya RIESYA NUR ITQAN..tapi

tak sempat pun nak snap2...

comel tak??comel kankan...hehehehehe...hurmmm,,,raya kedua pulak kitorang buat BBQ kat rumah...walaupun tak semua dapat join tapi,,semuanya berjalan dengan lancar...alhamdulillah...rasa happy sangat dapat berkumpul ramai-ramai hari tu...walaupun kadang-kadang ada perselisihan faham,,kami always being together lah....semoga keluarga kami sentiasa diberkati olehNYA...insyaallah..amin...ni lah hot family...

ni lah sebahagian daripada keluarga kami...semua adik beradik belah abah nih...belah mak tak ada sebab diorang kat oversea...(perasan betul...padahal kat narathiwat,thailand je pun...kire oversea lah tu..hahahaha..)..ada lagi yang tak ada dalam gambar nih sebab ada yang dah balik ke tempat asal masing-masing...i mean back to their home lah bagi yang kerja and cuti kejap je...kesempitan waktu kan..plan nak buat BBQ pun last minit...hehehehe...tapi sangat happening lah that day...suke sangaaattt...hope next time boleh buat lagi event-event macam ni...barulah hubungan sentiasa mekar dengan kasih sayang dan rapat..(apesal tiba2 skema sangat ayat nih)...ok lah..malas nak tulis panjang-panjang...ryae sayang ma&abah,,myhot family...tak lupa untuk myloveydoveyhubby encik RYEZ FARIS...semoga hubungan keluarga kami sentiasa mekar dan berkekalan selamanya....#ILOVEYOUALL!!!#

innocence....

what should i do???

i miss him sooo much...

this innocence is brilliant,,

i hope that it will stay,,

this moment is perfect,,

please don't go away,,

i need you now...

and i'll hold on to it and,,

don't you let it pass you by.....

I LOVE YOU....

....i am looking for you....

far across the distance,,

and spaces between us,,

that does't matter,,

as long as i'm yours,,

promise me,,,

to love me sincerely,,

without any doubt,,

take good care of me,,

always be my prince charming,,

and,,

i'm the only princess in your heart,,

i do really love you,,

sincerely,,

and always,,

be your side...

~SONNET XVII~

I love you without knowing

how,, or when,, or from where..

I love you straightforwardly,,

without complexities or pride;

so I love you because I know

no other way that this;

where I does not exist,, nor you,,

so close that your hand

on my chest is my hand,,

so close that your eyes close

as I fall asleep..

-PABLO NERUDA-

:: kupilih hatimu..sayang ::

Ku pilih hatimu tak ada ku ragu
Mencintamu adalah hal yang terindah
Dalam hidupku oh sayang
Kau detak jantung hatiku

Setiap nafasku hembuskan namamu
Sumpah mati hati ingin memilihmu
Dalam hidupku oh sayang
Kau segalanya untukku

Janganlah jangan kau sakiti cinta ini
Sampai nanti di saat ragaku
Sudah tidak bernyawa lagi
Dan menutup mata ini untuk yang terakhir

Tolonglah jangan kau sakiti hati ini
Sampai nanti di saat nafasku
Sudah tidak berhembus lagi
Karena sungguh cinta ini cinta sampai mati

Setiap nafasku (setiap nafasku)
Hembuskan namamu (hembuskan namamu)
Sumpah mati (sumpah mati)
Hati ingin memilihmu (ku milikmu)
Dalam hidupku oh sayang
Kau segalanya untukku ooh

~ ku ukir indah namamu dihatiku ~

If I let you go

Something I belong

Forever will be gone

The love is never shine

Is so hard to say since you far away

Nothing gonna do

The love is only you

To the end of time

I'll be missing you

Entah kemana

Akanku cari

Rasa cinta yang

Pernah ku miliki

Janji setia

Sehidup semati

Dan hanya waktu yang

Memisahkan kita

Namun semua

Telah berakhir

Untukku

Harus ku akui

Sampai detik ini

Tak akanku lupa

Kisah cinta kita

Abadi untukmu

Yang ku ukir indah

namamu.....

::sebuah perjalanan::

setiap kali permulaan,,pasti ada akhirnya....

setiap kali ada awal,, pasti ada hujungnya...

begitu juga,,,

setiap kali ada hari pasti ada yang menanti...

setiap kali ada minggu pasti ada yang menunggu....

setiap kali ada bulan pasti ada yang berdepan....

setiap kali ada tahun pasti ada yang berpohon....

namun,,,

yang pasti itu....

adalah janji ILLAHI yang tiada siapa ketahui isinya....

~D.I.A.R.I.S.U.F.I~

thanks a lot my Mr.Yaris...

biarkan aku berlalu,,,,
biarkan aku berlalu,,,,
biarkan aku berlalu....
hidupku hanyalah seumpama awan yang berarak mengiringi waktu,,,
tidak ku punyai destinasi untuk ku tuju,,,,
ingin selalu aku muncul dalam hidupmu seumpama bayu,,,
yang sentiasa membelai pipi gebumu,,,
namun maafkan jika terkadang aku tersalah muncul bagaikn taufan,,,
tidak aku terniat dan tidak jua ku sengajakan,,,
tahulah olehmu,,,
bahawa aku amat menyintai dirimu,,,
apa jua aku,,,
baik taufan mahupun badai,,,
baik ribut mahupun bayu,,,,
tetap aku inginkan dirimu bersama diriku.,,
sentaisa bergandingan membadai samudera,,,,
dan jua bergandingan menempuhi ranjau kehidupan,,,
itu hanyalah kerana aku amat2 menyintai dirimu..
LOVE U Ryae Hazeira...LOVE U FOREVER..................
^^^YARIS LOVE FOREVER^^^

p/s:my mr.yaris buat ni u ryae....terharu sangat2...thanks so much dear...

i know u love me deeply in your heart...

please take care of me...