oh happy day!!!!

assalamulaikum mylovey dovey blog...hehehehehe...ryae takde apa apa yang menarik untuk dikongsi....ryae cuma nak bagitahu seluruh alam ini bahawa ryae sangatsangat happy a.k.a. bahagia..kenapa???sebab ryae ada family yang selalu memberi semangat untuk ryae..tak kira apa yang berlaku..keluarga sentiasa ada disisi...tak lupa juga kat myspecial and precious boy ryez faris...si dia banyak mambantu ryae dalam apa jua keadaan dan masalah...sekurang-kurangnya ryae ada tempat untuk bergantung harap...ryae harap sangatsangat kami akan berkekalan hingga akhir hayat...doakan kami ye....hurmmm,,,kawankawan yang rapat dengan ryae...bestfreind ryae kat maahad and uia.ryae sayang kamu orang sangatsangat...hehehe...pelik tak ayat ryae???BM failed betul...seriously,,,you are super awesome girls!!!!i really love the way we have been through together ...ddaebak chingu!!!!ryae dah tak nak apa apa dalam hidup ryae...cukuplah kasih sayang yang melimpah ruah daripada kalian semua...terima kasih Allah diatas nikmatMU yang tak terhingga ini..semoga ikatan kasih sayang yang terjalin ini akan kekal hingga ke akhir hayat...fi mardhatillah...ryae syukur sangatsangat sebab ryae dapat merasakan kasih sayang daripada family,,someone special to me (ryez faris) dan juga kawankawan yang rapat dengan ryae...yang selalu ada time ryae susah...ryae sangat menghargai pemberian yang tak terhingga ini...tak tahu nak cakap macam mana...ryae sangat bahagia...kasih sayang itu yang menguatkan nadinadi ryae untuk bernafas dan bertahan di muka bumi yang penuh pancaroba ini...ryae harap dengan kasih sayang ini akan terus mengalir dalam hati ryae dan menguatkan lagi langkah ryae untuk menerokai dunia yang sangatsangat mencabar....life is about treasure..we will never know how amazing life it is until we treasure it ourselves...life is like music...love is like piano...no piano,,no music,,no melody...just like a life...no love,,then no wonderful feeling..lets treasure our life and find what are waiting for us future soon...all the best!!!!ya Allah bantulah kami dalam menyusuri jalanjalan kehidupan yang berliku ini..semoga kami sentiasa berda dalam landasanMU ya Allah....amin...

on rainy days...

really dont know what to do...what should i do???what i have to do????what am i thinking for???me myself dont know either...deeply inside in myheart,,,sometimes it hurt me without i realize it...why i feel so???i dont know either...what else can i say?? everybody hurts someday,,,its okay to be afraid..everybody hurts,,everybody feels the same way...i'm sorry if i hurt you or anyone else who feels too...i did't mean it...let alone purposely to do it... because i am just a women...who have all weaknesses inside me...nothing interesting and i'm not good at all...i just wanna everyone surrounds me happy...not hurt because of me...never think about it...and about myheart...how can i expressed it..i can't even write it with the words even the alphabets are not really difficult to understand..but,,the feel is really surprising me because the heart itself too complex to understand it...i just have to hold the feeling...not let it ruin my emotion or myself...i have to endure it..it just a psychological attack in human brain and absorb to human mind...oh heart,,,please be strong...please be nice to me...be nice to mysoul...i want the peace soul shining myday...i hope so...no matter what,,i have to look forward...get ready to face of all circumstances in front me sooner,,later,,future....dear soul,,please treat me well...please do not overdo out of mind...and,,be nice to myday... because i dont know how much day will be mine...there's no repeated time...move forward is the best way at all...dear God,,please give me one more time to make myday full of happiness with all who love me,,and who i love the most...seeing the happiness of others is better than hurting oneself to be happy...though,,i'm perfectly imperfect but i try to be the best one...i try harder...try and error...please accept me the way i am...oh heart,,once again,,please be nice to me...do not let your grudge feeling control over myself..dont even once...its hurt me enough....sayonara....only you who understands me,,,oh dear heart....

misjudging???

helllooo...i really don't know what i'm going to say...no one know what i feel right now..thanks sooo muchh to those who are really care about me...there are certain people who are really busy body...pleasee,,,,don't judge book by its cover.. ok!!!...if you know nothing about me,,just remain silent..mind of your own business ...its ok if you wanna advice me or give some good opinion ..but not with your harshy trashy word ok...of course you are sooo nice...but,,what kind of nice you are??i'm not judging you yet misjudging toward you...or pessimist about you...but your attitude are not really show who you are perfectly...of course we are perfectly imperfect...just behave yourself toward other...don't say anything if you know nothing and don't pretend you are intelligent while you unacknowledged...just stand by your own and do some observation before you jump into the conclusion..otherwise,,your result maybe false or invalid...so far,,you got nothing unless shameful..what on earth is this???stepping out on other people matter without knowing nothing and then feel free to judge people...who you are to do this and that???you should have critical analysis before you do some accusation...just like doing research...if you are not following the steps,,so how you can jump into conclusion???having a conclusion without making investigation first is just make you like masker-man..say something doing nothing...i'm sorry if these words are not supposed to be here..but,,as reminder for me myself....do not freely step into others business while you know nothing about it unless you are really have acknowledge on what you are supposed to know...it is really honor if all people taking care among ourselves and concern each other...but not using hard core...be nice and respect other and other will do so as well... togetherness in helping each other...so,,there will be peace and harmony in our heart...PEACE!!! ^_-..

cc: not refer to specific ,particular or someone somebody,,but for all and myself as well...behave ourselves...  'enlighten the hope'

yaris sweet ??? ^_-

dear Ryez Faris,,already 6 year and 3 day...so many things we have been through...all sorrowfulness and happiness,,we treasure it together...hopefully we can be more stronger than before..no matter happen,,we face it together...iloveyou...#loveyarisforever#

p/s:i love the way you are..hopefully,,you will love me the way i am...iloveyousoooomuuucchhh!!!!!!!!!

thanks mydear encik ryez... ^_^

wooaahaaa...dah sampai gombak dengan selamatnya...(3hari yang lepas)...ryae supposed to go gombak by bus tapi entah macam mana last minit dapat panggilan dari mak encik RYEZ..so,,ryae pergi gombak dengan ryez lah...si dia hantar sampai sini...(sinilah)...jem teruk jugak hari tu...kitorang bertolak dari rumah ryae(8.00am-9.00pm)...lame kan...kesian kat si dia bawa kereta jauh-jauh...jem pulak tu...sebenarnya dah masuk highway karak dari pukul 3pm lagi..tapi jem strawberi punye pasal,,kami terkandas 3jam kat situ...pukul 6pm baru sampai genting sempah...itu pun kereta bersepah-sepah sebab ramai yang berhenti rehat dan isi minyak...kami tunggu hampir sejam untuk isi minyak..bayangkan(tak nak bayang kan pun tak apa),,betapa ramainya rakyat kelantan darul naim yang nak balik KL..selepas isi minyak,,barulah kami meneruskan perjalanan kami...dekat 9pm,,kami sampai gombak...sebenarnya,,jem nenas kat kuala krai lagi...tapi tak lah seteruk kat karak...kat gua musang pun jem jugak...R&R kat gua musang yang baru tu pun penuh...sebesar-besar tempat tu pun boleh pulak penuh..parking tak payah cakap lah..nak guna tandas pulak kena beratur panjang sampai kat luar..raya punya pasal kan...terpaksalah kami berlapar...makan roti dan keropok jer...nak kejar masa lagi...sampai gombak baru boleh makan dengan tenangnye...macam kebulur pun ada..ye lah...12jam perjalanan dari KB-KL..dah macam naik train...huhuhuhuhu...by the way,,terima kasih banyak-banyak kepada si dia (myencik ryez) kerana bersusah payah hantar si puteri yang cantik menawan ni ke gombak..(alahaii,,,perasan betul minah ni..tak sedar diri langsung...ishishish...ape nak jadi la..)...thanks so muucchhh mydearloveydoveyhubby...iloveyousomuch... #L.O.V.E.Y.A.R.I.S.F.O.R.E.V.E.R#