Thursday, May 12, 2011

dear heart......


dear heart...

am i fooling myself???

juz wanna be love...

by someone that i really love...

can i say something???

that really what i feel...

in myheart...

once he opened myheart...

i'm taken by someone...

can i say that...

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVERYTHING!!!!!

is it bad???

is it a mistake???

sigh*

can you feel myheartbeat???

i'm innocent..

i did't do anything that wrong...

juz fall in love with you..

am i did wrong??

u think so???

i wont you repay mylove for you..

its enough for me to let you know...

how much i love you...

i need you...

its ok for me...

can i ask you some question???

do you love me too???

do you will stay forever with me???

do you will take care of me???

do you will fight everything for me??

do you will accept me juz the way i am???

do you bear to share happiness and pain too with me???

do you will never think to find another one except me???

do you will love me till the end of life???

and,,,

do you think i am burdened you????

making trouble for the rest of your life???

sigh*

i never find your weaknesses nor your mistake...

what i find is just myheart that taken by you...

mylove that belong to me...

and..

myself that perfectly imperfect....

i'm such a nerd girl..

pathetic girl...

and...,,

sigh*

always love you.....

am i wrong???

honestly,,,

that what i am...

juz the way i am...

and...

i love you....

juz the way you are...

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

♥ just for you ♥

aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah,,
dalam tidurmu...

aku ingin menjadi sesuatu,,
yang selalu bisa kau rindu...

kerana langkah merapuh,,
tanpa dirimu...

kerana,,
hati telah letih..

aku ingin menjadi sesuatu,,
yang selalu bisa kau sentuh..

aku ingin kau tahu bahawa ku,,
selalu memujamu...

tanpamu,,
sepinya waktu merantai hati..

bayangmu seakan -akan....,,,

kau seperti,,
nyanyian dalam hatiku yang memanggil,,
rinduku padamu..

seperti udara yang ku hela,,
kau selalu ada....

hanya dirimu,,,
yang bisa membuatku tenang...

tanpa dirimu,,
aku merasa hilang,,
dan sepi.....

jangan biarkan fitnah merosak hati,,
jangan biarkan kata2 membunuh diri,,
kerana cinta itu bukan untuk diperjudi,,
bukan jua untuk managih simpati,,
tetapi,,
sekadar luahan dan rasa hati....

'love is a moment that lasts forever'

cinta bukan sahaja untuk orang2 tertentu,,
tetapi,,
jua untuk mak,,ayah,,keluarga dan orang yang menyayangi kita..
hargailah cinta...
jangan hanya pandang cinta dengan maksud manusia yang berakal cetek..
pandanglah cinta sebagai satu anugerah...
kerana,,
dari mana cinta itu datang???
DIA..
tanpaNYA,,
kita tidak mungkin berdiri sebagaimana kita sekarang..



p/s:
'i love you ma and abah'
'i love you ryez faris'
'i love you mybig family'
'i love you myself..the way who i am'....
'thanks to the GREATEST CREATOR that give me such wonderful feeling in my life..
if i'm going to die,,i'll never know what it is..'

God..give me one more chance to fulfill mydreams..
to appriciate what i had in mylife...
to love who love me...
to give thousands of smile...
to give a mountain of flowers..
to built a house with full of happines...
insyaallah...

~i'm back~

ASSALAMUALAIKUM....

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