end of the year...

hurmm..dah nak final dah...now on December ..hello December ..please flies fast...let 2013 come with all happiness...really wanna start the days with peace and lovely...thanks for shining my life with all the goodness and happiness...i'm really appreciate it...i will never forget it..it will be a great moment in my life time...so,, i hope i can fulfill my strength with His Mercy and Grace.. i can develop my confidence with love..flowering my heart with softly and gently.. keep me smile all days even sometime it is really painful and hurt day... because i wanna be a super duper strong girl...i hope so...dear love,,please be my side forever...please hold me when i lost,,please talk to me when i clueless,,please lend me you shoulder when i'm about to crying...shed my tears softly,,console me gently...because i love you so much..

oh happy day!!!!

assalamulaikum mylovey dovey blog...hehehehehe...ryae takde apa apa yang menarik untuk dikongsi....ryae cuma nak bagitahu seluruh alam ini bahawa ryae sangatsangat happy a.k.a. bahagia..kenapa???sebab ryae ada family yang selalu memberi semangat untuk ryae..tak kira apa yang berlaku..keluarga sentiasa ada disisi...tak lupa juga kat myspecial and precious boy ryez faris...si dia banyak mambantu ryae dalam apa jua keadaan dan masalah...sekurang-kurangnya ryae ada tempat untuk bergantung harap...ryae harap sangatsangat kami akan berkekalan hingga akhir hayat...doakan kami ye....hurmmm,,,kawankawan yang rapat dengan ryae...bestfreind ryae kat maahad and uia.ryae sayang kamu orang sangatsangat...hehehe...pelik tak ayat ryae???BM failed betul...seriously,,,you are super awesome girls!!!!i really love the way we have been through together ...ddaebak chingu!!!!ryae dah tak nak apa apa dalam hidup ryae...cukuplah kasih sayang yang melimpah ruah daripada kalian semua...terima kasih Allah diatas nikmatMU yang tak terhingga ini..semoga ikatan kasih sayang yang terjalin ini akan kekal hingga ke akhir hayat...fi mardhatillah...ryae syukur sangatsangat sebab ryae dapat merasakan kasih sayang daripada family,,someone special to me (ryez faris) dan juga kawankawan yang rapat dengan ryae...yang selalu ada time ryae susah...ryae sangat menghargai pemberian yang tak terhingga ini...tak tahu nak cakap macam mana...ryae sangat bahagia...kasih sayang itu yang menguatkan nadinadi ryae untuk bernafas dan bertahan di muka bumi yang penuh pancaroba ini...ryae harap dengan kasih sayang ini akan terus mengalir dalam hati ryae dan menguatkan lagi langkah ryae untuk menerokai dunia yang sangatsangat mencabar....life is about treasure..we will never know how amazing life it is until we treasure it ourselves...life is like music...love is like piano...no piano,,no music,,no melody...just like a life...no love,,then no wonderful feeling..lets treasure our life and find what are waiting for us future soon...all the best!!!!ya Allah bantulah kami dalam menyusuri jalanjalan kehidupan yang berliku ini..semoga kami sentiasa berda dalam landasanMU ya Allah....amin...

on rainy days...

really dont know what to do...what should i do???what i have to do????what am i thinking for???me myself dont know either...deeply inside in myheart,,,sometimes it hurt me without i realize it...why i feel so???i dont know either...what else can i say?? everybody hurts someday,,,its okay to be afraid..everybody hurts,,everybody feels the same way...i'm sorry if i hurt you or anyone else who feels too...i did't mean it...let alone purposely to do it... because i am just a women...who have all weaknesses inside me...nothing interesting and i'm not good at all...i just wanna everyone surrounds me happy...not hurt because of me...never think about it...and about myheart...how can i expressed it..i can't even write it with the words even the alphabets are not really difficult to understand..but,,the feel is really surprising me because the heart itself too complex to understand it...i just have to hold the feeling...not let it ruin my emotion or myself...i have to endure it..it just a psychological attack in human brain and absorb to human mind...oh heart,,,please be strong...please be nice to me...be nice to mysoul...i want the peace soul shining myday...i hope so...no matter what,,i have to look forward...get ready to face of all circumstances in front me sooner,,later,,future....dear soul,,please treat me well...please do not overdo out of mind...and,,be nice to myday... because i dont know how much day will be mine...there's no repeated time...move forward is the best way at all...dear God,,please give me one more time to make myday full of happiness with all who love me,,and who i love the most...seeing the happiness of others is better than hurting oneself to be happy...though,,i'm perfectly imperfect but i try to be the best one...i try harder...try and error...please accept me the way i am...oh heart,,once again,,please be nice to me...do not let your grudge feeling control over myself..dont even once...its hurt me enough....sayonara....only you who understands me,,,oh dear heart....