Friday, December 24, 2010

congratulation!!!!!~ayahh chik&kak eryn~

CONGRATULATION!!!!!!!!!!!
special congrats to ayh chik and kak eryn coz dpt baby baru...twin lak tu....nmpknye aira da ada adik kembar...hehehehe....sgt sedih coz ryae xsempat tgk kembar tu...huhuhuhu...xpe ar...nanti ryae blkni,,ryae g ar tgk....kalu xslp ryae,,,baby twin tu namenye PUTERA ARASH NUFAIL and PUTERA ARASH NIFAIL....nice name.....so sweet...huhuhuhuh...by the way,,,sorry sgt2 coz ryae xle nk upload gmbr baby twin tu lam blog ryae coz ryae xsempat nak snap gmbar dorang.....ye ar...tgk pun x,...nk snap cmne....huhuhu....xpe2...nanti ryae upload lam blog.....wait and see....next year,,,ryae dpt baby ag...bkn ryae yg melahirkan tp,,,cousin ryae..k.nie....hehehehehehe.....sukesukesuke...b'tmbh la generasi family kitorang...every year tau....bagus betol...welll generated family....hehehehe..bagusla....ryae sayang big family ryae,,,my yaris,,,myfren....love u all sgt3....ok ar...nnti ryae upload gmbr k.nie kahwin,,my big family and also YARIS...hehehehehe...saje....sumenye kesayangan ryae...semoga happy selalu....smiley pasta....~yaris 4ever~

love story.....

ryae nak citer sal someone yang telah 'mencuri hati' ryae...hehehe....ryae kenal die mase tahun 20o5...time tu ada event kat rumah mak cik ryae...adik die kahwin...location kat THAILAND .....time tu ryae 'SEXISM' .....ryae cam xsuke lelaki ar..ada ar sebab2 tertentu...mase ryae pergi kat sane,,ryae memang xkenal langsung die...never!!!!!die xbercakap or bertegur sapa pun dgn die...boleh dikatakan ryae ni sombong ar....sangat.......ada satu malam tu,,kitorang tengah tengok tv...citer sembilu kasih...time tu die pun tgk jugak..tp,,,die bkn tgk tv tp,,,tgk ke arah ryae,,la and yien....macam pelik gitu......ryae wat muka slumber je...hehehe...ryae kn ganas...time tu sifat ryae cam tomboy ckt...ryae jeling2 kt die....anti btol time tu....
time tu,,,ryae xmesra alam betol..atleast,,b'manis muka ar ckt kn..tp,,ryae ni EGOMANIAC...lantak ah ape org nak kate...huhuhu...ryae peduli ape....

hari kedua di sane,,kitorang still lagi cam org asing...hari ni,,,wedding day....sebenarnye kenduri untuk sambut menantu...mase kenduri tu,,ryae pakai baju warna yang same dgn die...tau x,,time tu memang kelakar tau...ryae asyik wat muka xpuas hati je dgn die...hahahaha...pelik kan..dgn org lain x pulak...ryae jeling2 kat die...memang ryae xsuke ar...ryae pun xtau sebabnye...and,,hari tu kenduri berjalan dgn lancar...tp,,kitorang still bermasam muka...sombong kedua2nye...

hari ketiga,,,ryae da nak balik...percaye x klu ryae kate yang ryae still xkenal die..even name die pun ryae xtau...sedangkan kitorang duduk satu rumah time kenduri tau...sombong kan....ryae tertanye2 gak sape die sebenarnye...huhuhuhu...tp,,ryae ni ego...ryae wat xtau je...perkenalan ryae dgn die sangat unik...ryae pom xsangka...tp,,ryae xblh citer...so sorry...its secret....yang pasti kitorang bukan kenal cam biase...i mean tukar2 no fon ke,,mintak dgn org yang kenal ke...tak...die xgune fon ag time tu...and xde org tahu pun camne ryae and die knl cmne...

nak tau x,,mase ryae kenal dgn die,,,ryae xpernah layan die dgn baik...walau pun sbg seorng kawan...jahatkan ryae...huhuhuhu....die sanggup call ryae gune public phone...xkire ar pagi ke,,petang ke,,malam ke....kalau die sms gune fon abg die pun ryae susah nak reply...tp,,kalau die xsent sms,,,ryae t'tunggu2 lak....ape la ryae ni....lame jgk ryae kawan dgn die...die meluahkan isi hati die kat ryae..ryae memang xle terima and ryae memang xpercaye...xsangke lak ada org nak kt ryae...ye la...ryae ni sexist kan...ryae bagi die macam2 alasan coz xnak terima die..tp,,die kate tetap nak tunggu ryae....ryae terharu...ryae susah nak percayakan orang.ryae takut nak terima die..ryae xyakin dgn perasaan sendiri...nak tau x ape alasan yang ryae bagi kat die,,antaranye;ryae bgtau die yang ryae xle gune henset da coz da nak exam...abah ryae xbagi gune...sedangkan abah ryae xpernah suruh buat macam tu..ryae tipu die....lagi,,,ryae buat2 silap sent sms...konon2 nye ryae nak sent sms kat kawan ryae...dalam sms tu ryae kate yang ryae ada minat kat seseorang tu....siap letak name lagi..sedangkan orang tu xwujud pun...tp,,die reply sms ryae dgn m2doakn semoga ryae bahagia dgn pilihan ryae...sebenarnye ryae bukan jenis yang macam tu...tp,,ntah la..ryae pun xtau knp....banyak lagi alasan yang ryae bg kt die...yang paling ryae sedih bile die kene operate coz appendix...ryae xtau pun yang die kene operate...ryae try call die coz da lbh seminngu die xcontact dgn ryae...ryae mcam tertanye2 jgk npe...mase ryae call tu,,abg die yang angkat...t'kejut gak...tp,,ryae wat natural je...ryae igt die stay asrama...rupe2 nye die kt hospital coz kene operate....sedih sangat time tu...die xbgtau pun kt ryae yang die kene operate...selama ni ryae xpernah hiraukan tentang die tp,,bile ryae tau yang die kene operate,,,ryae sedih lak..pelik kan...ryae pun bingung...xfaham dgn diri sendiri...

28 oktober 2006...
time ni raye ke-4...time ni ar ryae terime die....knp ryae terime die???coz ada something yang berlaku mase raye pertama....time tu kat umah ryae....sorry once again...ryae xlblh citer ape sbnrnye yang berlaku...tp,,time tu jgk ar ryae nampak keikhlasan dari hati die...agak lame ryae fikir benda ni....hari raye ke-4,,ryae terime die....huhuhu....lebih setahun jgk ar ryae ambil mase untuk terime die...mula2 tu ryae rase susah jgk coz ryae kan xpernah alami benda2 camni....xde pengalamn ar...ryae ni bukan jenis yang main2 pakwe...tp,,,alhamdulillah...so far so good....ryae memang serius dgn die...ryae takut jgk kalau family ryae tau..tp,,,unexpected.....family ryae tau....maluuuuuuuu tauu....dorang sakat2 ryae...huhuhuhu...tp,,pandai2 ar ryae jage kan....xnak ar over sangat...juz be natural...sebenarnye,,,die sepupu ipar p.cik ryae...dalam tempoh 2thn ryae kenal die,,ryae xpernah cakap face to face dgn die...kitorang pemalu tau....hehehehe...kalau kitorang jumpe pun,,,bile time raye je....meaning to say,,,setahun sekali...pelik betol...even die datang umah ryae,,,ryae xpernah b'cakap walau sepatah dgn die...macam orang asing tau...hihihi...tp,,2tahun berikutnye baru lah kitorang jd matang ckt...xde ar malu2 mcm dulu...kitorang start b'cakap face to face time kenduri abang die kahwin...nk tau x bile abang die kahwin????oktober 2010...awal bulan ar..ryae xingat specific date nye bile...time tu ar 1st time ryae b'cakap face to face dgn die slma 5 thn perkenalan...huhuhuhu....mcm xpercaya tp,,itulah hakikatnye....tu pun coz die yang tegur ryae dulu..kalau x,,,mmg sampai skrg ar kitorang xb'ckp...on call bukan main lg borak...bile jumpa face to face,,,speechless lak...ada ke patut????hehehehehe...by the way,,special thanx ar kt die coz die menyedarkan ryae yang terlalu sexist or anti lelaki...die wat ryae fikir yang xsemua lelaki same...thanxs so much yaaaa.....nak tau sape 'die'???? special name,,special person,,,MOHD FARIS.....thanxs 4 being a part of mylife....thanxs 4 making me realize what the truth it is....itsumo aishiteru.....love u so much...!!!!!!


Monday, December 20, 2010

macam2 ada......

salam...lame gk kn ryae xupdate blog ryae ni...sje je menyepikan diri...have lots of personal problem...by the way,,alhamdulillah..everything settled greatly..thanxs to ALLAH...HE give me many way to solve it...ape y berlaku ada hikmahnye...sbg manusia,,,ryae bljr dr kslpn....'experience is the best teacher'...am i right????huhuhuhu...ryae da dpt blk ap y ryae lpskn dlu...n ryae xmau da khlngn ape y ad dlm genggaman ryae skrg...its enough for previous time...ryae xmau jd cmtu lg....ryae da tau ap yg t'surat n t'sirat dalam ht ryae....wtpe ryae nk tkut u hdpi prsaan n ht ryae sndri kn...ryae sllu less self confidence kalau bab2 cmni...huhuhu...ryae xmau org len t'lke cz ryae tp,,lam mse y sme,,kptsn ryae sdri blh wt org lg t'lke...ryae cme nk org happy ble ngn ryae...ryae ske tgk org happy...rse cm kbhgiaan 2 sdri dtg lam ht kte kn....ape2 pun,,ryae hrp,,any problem ryae dpt slsaikn ngn baik...insyaallah...amin....ryae nk jd lbh matang...ye la,,,2011 ni ryae da 20thn...rse cm xcye je...huhuhuhu....btol ke ryae ni da nk msuk 20???rse cm bdk2 je ag...hehehehe....*prasan muda konon*