Tuesday, August 3, 2010

sayonara....

hurmm,,,pe kaitan gmbr ni ngn ryae???hehe...nothing pun...just nk relate ngn pe y ryae nk write kt cni..huhu..lpskn sumenye...but does't mean that i gve up of everything...huhu..ryae t'igt kt kate2 ni.."xsemestinya kita akn dpt apa y kita inginkan krn msh ada y t'baik u kita..mskipun ia jauh tp skranya mmg u kita,,ia tetap akn ada dlm genggaman kita"..so,,lpskn sumenye...life must go on..KEINGINAN vs KEPERLUAN..ssh nk separate dua2 bnda nih..huhu..keinginan hanya u memenuhi khndak ht n diri sndri..knpa ad nye bnda ni???klu xde bnda ni so xde la rse y kte xpnah rse..huhu...plik kn..cntoh y mmg femes 'fall in love'...tu d'kire khndak la kn....ht kte y nk kn..dats y la kte xle ikt kte ht sgt...tp,,manusia mmg suke ikt kate ht...knp???bcoz,,we r not a perfect person..kite bkn ma'sum kn...huhu...but..we can try to be the best...keperluan pula mmg pntg lam hdup kte...ada 2 jnis keperluan ni ROHANI & JASAD...nk tau knp??sbb,,dua2 amt pntg lam hdup kte...u rohani,,kte kne jge iman,,akal n dalaman kite...demi produce a good outcome for ourselves...cntohnye,,ht kite mmrlukan santapan rohani u brsihkn ape y tlh d'cemari...n u jasad pula,,kite prlu jge kshtn kite agar selalu sht,,cergas n b'maya..bila jasad sht,,rohani akn b'jln dgn lancar..hehe...so,,ryae nk putuskn kt cni,,ryae nk lpskn sume y ryae rse xprlu tu...the fact is its burden me...huhu...i'm really tired...kdg2 ryae rse mlmpau gk coz story y xsptutnye kt cni..huhu...sepatutnye ryae kne pk sal org len gk..so,,sayonara..hbs sesi luahan ht...skrg ryae nk bg spirit u dri sndri...ryae seorg y kuat..ryae msti blh hadapinye..insyaAllah..ryae just nk pk study je skrg ni..tp,,bnda len pun pk gk..just nk lbh fokuskn kt study la...skrg da start sbuk blk..klu last 2week bz ngn midterm exm,,next week presentation lorh..how come??kne b'tgkus lumus la..huhu..i can do it!!!!aajaa!!!hwaiting..xsbr rsenye nk g GOMBAK..insyaAllah awal bln dec. ryae msuk sne..kwn2 y len pun same..ryae hrp dpt major in POLITICAL SCIENCES ...ryae mnt sgt...BMW pun best lorh...enjoy sgt2..actually,,ryae suke sume subjek HUMAN SCIENCES...huhu..sampaikn xau nk major pe nnti..tp,,ryae tend to psci..insyaAllah...hrp dpt major in psci...klu xdpt major in psci,,PSYCHOLOGY pun ok..xpun HISTORY...ok gk tu..tp,,pe2 pun ryae trma seadanye coz ni adlh ktntuanNYA ..DIA lbh thu ape y t'baik u kte...DIA tlh tetapkn ape y slyknye u kte...kte cube n usaha sdya upaya kite..y slbhnye,,tawakkalu'alallah....insyaallah..amin...GOD bless me...ok..2 month to go ryae!!!do ur best ryae!!!restart ur memory...let by gone be by gone...everything happen for a reason..the reason that can make life be more better...HE knows everything...ambil y jrnih,,buang y keruh...be rasional n think professional...ALL DA BEST RYAE!!!!!



Thursday, July 29, 2010

exam???



examexamexam.....
who like exam???
me!!!!of course not....
kekekeke....
but does't mean that i hate it.....
yeah..
i'm not such a cruel person..
hahaxx...
what i'm talking bout???
just mumbling such a nonsense point...
kekekekeke...
it's me n myself...
well,,this is mylast semester...insyaAllah....
so,,i wish that i can do well better than last sem...
i'll fight as long as i can do it..
by the way,,i think this sem is more better than last sem..
i mean myresult...
i hope mypointer will increase...insyaallah..amin..
thank to GOD..HE give me everything..
all myneed...
i wont anything...
its enough if i can succeed in mylife here n hereafter...
repay wht myparent've give to me...
insyaallah...amin...
i wish that i can do all wht i want to...
n i always do wht i want to..
*is it confusing???whteve*
=)
actually,,i'm so scared..
bcos,,i thought that i can't make myparent happy as well..
i'll be sad...n i know they will be more than me...
i'm sure bout that..
i should't think -ve...
think +ve hazeira...
yes!!!i've to put lots of effort to get wht i want....
aajaa!!!!hwaiting!!!!
watashi wa honto shiawise...
itsumo aishiteru oppa,,,omma...
i'll do anything for u...
even i'm dying to do it...
bcos,,u r the best for me...
all the rest of mylife...
i'll sacrifice anything for your happiness...
untill mylast breath...
insyaallah..amin..
please pray for mysuccess....
thanxs for give me everything..
i can't repay as well as u give to me....
even a mountain of money,,,
a wonderful of paradise,,,
a gardens of flowers....
but,,
i can give u a thousands of smile...
a home of happiness,,
a garden of love...
thats wht i afford to do for u...
i'm sorry for every single of mistake that i've done...
i'm not a perfect person...
i'll try mybest!!!
aajaa!!!hwaiting!!!!










Wednesday, July 28, 2010

♥ baBy and me ♥

nurdamia qalisha....very hyperactive and brave girl..wow!!!
puteri aira nashwa..chubby and smart girl...wink*
mohd qalif airil...obey and grown up...kekeke...
shamim al-hufiz...admirable and goodboy....feewiiittt....

wow!!!believe it or not...every years i got babies...u know that..not one but must be a pair or more...well generated family..kekeke..how come???=) *so naughty yaa*....hahaxx...for 2009,,i got 2 baby girl..damia & aira..the first one is aira..a week before aidilfitri and the 2nd one is damia a week after aidilfitri...well done..well arrangment....kekeke...*thats why i said well generated family*...and then in 2010,,i got babies again..2 baby boys...the 1st one is hufiz and next,,is airil...its like a plan but definetly not...oh yaa...don'n misunderstand yaa...i'm not a mother of these babies...hahaxx....well,,u know...good news..i'll get twin baby next year...waahaaa...i'll get TWIN man!!!!i can't show or post the baby 2008 and before bcos its so many man!!!!hihihi..*the facts is i dont have their pictre when they were a baby*i dont have lappy yet..*that time*...but,,its ok..

hurmm,,,i can't wait for that twin baby...hehe...but,,now i'm a graduate student..can't be at home anymore..can't play and be baby sitter again..nope!!!i can but just for a while..*sem.vacation only*..its ok..i've a lot of thing to do..to realize mydream...myambition...mymission is not done yet...huhu...out of topic again n again...what the heaven???kekeke..this aidilfitri,,mycousin will get married...*kak nie*..wow,,then,,i'll get baby again..hahaxx...well,,the wedding theme is purple color...she ask me to be a flower girl..hahaxx..L0L!!!how come???so shy lorh...*poyo*...i've to practice to greet people n be friendly...hahaxx..can i???of course..practise make perfect..insyaallah..hope so..haha..wht on earth is this??just be a flower girl..no need worry to much lorh hazeira...whats wrong with me???i dont know..hahaxx...by the way,,tomorrow i'll come back to myhometown..yeay!!!!!!*HOME SWEET HOME*...lalalalalala~~~~so happy lorh...oh mylovely dovey family...I MISS U DAMN MUCH....I LOVE U....